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LEAVING ARGENTINA
by Monica
Zalcman and Joanne Lebovits-Brodkin
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Their living room, once
beautifully decorated, is now unfurnished and barren, with an eerie
quietness lingering in the air. A few dozen boxes are strewn
about, holding only a handful of possessions and souvenirs.
They are the only link to a lifetime of memories, but, hopefully,
they also symbolize the promise of fresh hopes and dreams waiting to
be fulfilled in a new country ......
Still packing, the boy goes back
to pick up a book. After all, it was a present from his uncle
and his parents are allowing him to bring all the books he wants to
keep. Some toys, all the family's photographs, and his prized
CD collection are coming with him too. "How can I choose what
to take when there are so many cherished things to bring along?" he
wonders.
Alejandro's parents, as
heavy hearted as he, are trying so hard not to let their emotions
show. They have attempted, as delicately as possible, to
explain to their child that he can take only a few things with him.
To help him decide what to take and what to leave behind, they relay
that one must weigh the value of every item and compare each one
with one's traditions, heritage, history, legacy, memories, and the
prospect of a bright future. These values are the most
important of all, and are transportable anywhere. Objects can
be replaced.
The only reassuring
thought that Alejandro has right now is that his family will be with
him every step of the way. This calms him and leaves him with
a feeling of safety. Deep inside, Alejandro knows that he is
going to miss so many people ..... so many things; his friends and
family, his classmates, the familiar community centre he frequents,
his neighbourhood, and speaking in the language he has known his
whole life.
He may be only 10 years
old, but Alejandro seems to have the weight of the world on his
shoulders. His mother sees this and it breaks her heart.
That is why she has decided that his books are so important;
they provide a cultural link to, and help to preserve, the family's
Spanish roots and identity. The mezuzah, the
Argentinean flag, the Russian keara, the recipes... all are
part of their identity, and their luggage.
He is only a young boy,
but Alejandro reads the newspapers and watches the news on TV.
The truth about the real world does not escape him, and those
realities seem quite bleak lately: the rate of unemployment,
the chaos with the bank accounts, the insecurity, the corruption,
the lack of prospects for the future... This, surely, is too
big a burden for a 10 year old to carry.
Alejandro's older sister,
Marcela, is also suffering. At one time her life seemed
completely "normal". Her days consisted of going to high
school, hanging out and having the time of her life with her
friends, and enjoying the many moments she shared with her
classmates at their beloved school. In the back of her mind,
though, she knows that all these wonderful things about her life are
not enough to overcome the desolate prospects about her future in
this country. Although she is older than Alejandro and understands
her parents' reasons for leaving, it does not minimize the pain she
feels when she things about leaving Argentina.
Never expecting to know too
many details, Alejandro and Marcela nonetheless became very aware of
the entire immigration procedure, having gone through the whole
process with their mother and father. From watching their
parents have each document prepared and translated, to applying for
passports, they were there every step of the way. They
remember all too vividly, the large stacks of folders and the
endless sea of papers being filled out and presented at the Canadian
Embassy in Buenos Aires. And then, when they finally resolved
themselves to the fact that they truly were immigrating, came the
deafening silence. So many thoughts permeated their young
minds while they waited, forever, it seemed, for some word about
their future. Although the thought of moving was deeply
upsetting, they also knew that it offered a glimmer of hope for a
better life. So they allowed themselves to conjure up a
thousand plans and daydreamed about the infinite possibilities their
new lives would offer them. Everything seemed possible, but
with this endless waiting, would it all really happen? Who
knew?
One of Alejandro's many
concerns was his next birthday. Where would it take place?
What would his new school be like? Would the other kids be
nice? Would they understand his poor English? Would he
be able to withstand living so far away from his dear, sweet Bubbie?
Would he be able to brave the frigid temperatures in that ice cold
Canada?
And how was Marcela
coping? She, too, was young, so it wasn't always that easy to
put on a brave face. At times, she felt like the walls were
caving in all around her. Her only release seemed to be when
she wrote in her private diary. For now, this was her closest
friend and a place where she could confide all her thoughts.
Strangely enough, although
they were scared and very sad about leaving Argentina, Alejandro and
Marcela were also comforted by the fact that their parents' many
achievements, throughout their lives, were the key that opened the
door to a country where doors are opened if, and only if, you can
demonstrate what is needed to be accepted. Thank goodness for
that because underneath it all, they understood that this move was
totally necessary for their future.
Naturally, parents
Patricia and Victor did not have all the answers. It was all a
question of time, patience, and hope. One by one, the steps
necessary for meeting the requirements of the immigration process
were completed. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity,
the day had come. The arrival of the envelope holding the
visas signaled the end of an exhausting project and the beginning of
the real countdown to moving.
There was much to do:
sell the house and all the appliances, figure out what to do with
the furniture, and most difficult, how to let go of all the
intangible things like the wonderful aroma of just-baked croissants,
the air at the riverside, the enjoyable times with friends and
family, the taste of fine wine and signature empanadas, the
sounds of a heartrending tango on the radio.....
After much agony and a
rollercoaster of emotions, the day had finally come for the move.
With the house sold and everything packed, it was now time to bid
adios to each corner and all the memories. The hardest
part of all, however, was saying goodbye to every person with whom
you had built your life. Always, there was the secret hope
that you would see each other again ... as soon as possible, if
possible. Four people were setting sail for a new land, and
four hearts were broken into a million pieces. It would take a
long time for this family, and all the others like them, to rebuild
their lives.
. . . . . .
As the airplane takes
off and flies higher with each second, Alejandro, Marcela, and
parents Patricia and Victor look through their windows and watch as
their beloved Buenos Aires gets smaller and smaller until it no
longer appears on the horizon. Surrounded by the clouds, they
now re-focus their thoughts on the beginning of an unknown journey,
but one filled with new hopes and dreams. They desperately
want to hold on to every sigh, every song, every sound and image of
their beloved ones. They secretly promise themselves to ensure
that this step is worth the risk they are taking. Their hidden
fear is that they might encounter more difficulties than they had
expected. Subconsciously they aspire to recreate their
inner-selves in a new place where nobody knows them. They hope
to be able to accept their new peers and to be accepted by them.
They look at one another, take a deep breath, and ever so slowly,
the corners of their mouths begin to turn upwards into four glowing
smiles. A heavy weight is somehow miraculously lifted and they
are finally ready to face the future and begin a new chapter in
their lives.....together.
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